ATTITUDE huh?!?

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company…a church… a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past… we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so, it is with you…we are in charge of our ATTITUDES!

p/s- I did not compose this, I got it from somewhere I can't remember. I forgot to jot down the person's name. Apologies.. Whatever it is, I strongly agree with the writer and May God bless the writer for sharing this with us!

May you rest in peace..

When I came back to school after the two weeks (I tak ponteng sekolah okay, ada kursus tau!),
I was informed that Pendekar (our pet dog), has passed away! I was very down since yesterday. Feeling a little bit better today. And Pendekar becomes my latest blog entry..

Pendekar has always been the obedient type and he was, of course, NOT one of the gangs which entered our house without permission and made a mess and ended up, we had to purify(samak) our house.. He has always been the one who will follow you for 30minutes to Pengakalan and wait until your boat leaves..

He has also been the kind but over-protective dog which always made sure that our school is not attacked by 'outsiders' like -- other dogs, buffaloes, cows and goats.. at times, those animals did come in uninvited when Pendekar was not around.. and now, he is gone forever..

I have always admired his courage and strength because he could always wait for us and he would never jump onto if he saw any food..

Now, I am going to miss him so much.. I am going to miss his agility, his looks, his obedience, his barks, and all in all, his ever-waiting eyes...

Al-fatihah...

Eating.. Meeting.. Dating..

Glad that I could meet civilization and some good friends in KK!
This time, pictures will tell you a thousand words!

P/s- Abg Fadhlah, saya curi idea kamu ye..


Azreen and her Big Apple Doughnut! Mmm...



Azreen's treat at California Grill.. Thank you.. (Ko belanje eh?)



Mohana and her food in Secret Recipe!



Nabilah and her brother enjoying their nasi goreng special.. Indeed it was special!



I was having my share of Secret Recipe's Lemon Cheese Cake and Hot Chocolate!



Jumpe balik kawan2 TEYL.. (Ada azreen, along, mona, akip, nabilah) Bestnye jumpa..



Last picture-- Syok tengok Reen makan donut! Sgt comel.. huahuahuahuahuahua..

What a day!

IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF THE FREAKING F**KING INTERVIEW!

I just did not understand why out of all the people who attended the interview (out of all the Science teachers there), I was asked about oxygens and cloroflourocarbon (pardon me if the spelling is wrong, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN NOW!) and how photosynthesis happens and what was the name of the "stesen janakuasa di russia yg digunakan utk melepaskan pesawat roket apebenda ntah yg dinaiki oleh dua org wartawan.. opss... angkasawan ke angkasa lepas!!!

I did not imagine of that questions at all!!

Why ..Oh.. Why...

Now he (the pakcik-looking interviewer) has left me with endless question marks popping out all the time (of course to get my facts right and most importantly, ) thinking if I passed the INTERVIEW..

Sorry guys, I did take some pics before and after interview but I lost my card reader so, I can't upload the pictures! Loathed and Despised and Disheartened!!!

Ada gak member2 yg kena soalan mcm- awak jumpe boyfriend awak tu kat mana? bila nak kawen??

Yanti told me there was a friend of hers who was asked if she would allow her husband to practise polygamy! What the hell was that supposed to be related with temuduga SPP!?!

Adoi, am I such a freak?? Saya nampak sangat scientific ke??! Tak de satu haram pon soalan yang melibatkan P+P, Pulau Banggi, or even English Language..

Aku dah menyampah la dgn interview! aku harap interviewer tu luluskan aku je.. ntah ape benda aku merepek kat dia aku pon tatau! Hell with it!

At least I did make him laugh and he did not make me laugh.. (aku ckp aku ajor English kat sekolah tapi budak2 reply kat aku dalam Bahasa Kagayan when he was just taking a sip from his glass of water and oleh sebab terkedu dgn apa aku ckp, ayer pon tumpah la sikit2 dan nampaklah ketidakprofessionalan dia minum ayer.. Kot2 pasai tu dia tanya soalan mcm mana oksigen terbentuk and he wanted the chemical equation from me! So much for getting a "C" in my chemistry 8 years ago!!

To all out there yg belum interview, bacalah tentang:
~GLOBAL WARMING!
~HAFAL BULAT FPK (org tua tu suh aku sebut bulat2 and dia tersengih ja bila aku baca FPK versi aku)
~ANGKASAWAN dan APA2 YANG ADA KAITAN DGN DEPA (not their marital affairs, of course)

"Hmm.. mcm mana sebagai guru kamu nak memartabatkan profession keguruan di sekolah?"
Aku pon gorenglah mcmana bapak aku goreng mee!

INTERVIEW!

ARGHH!!

why do we need interviews??
it is just like observations! it's freaking f**king scary!!!

ARGHHH!!

I am stressed!!!

Yanti said that she was talking to the interviewer like he was one of the "pakciks" she would talk to.. So cool!

mine?? nightmare??

Only Allah knows what's going on inside my so-stuffed-with-notes brain!

Wish me luck ya for Wednesday, 25th March 2009, 1030am session!

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... ( a very long endless sigh)

Love from the very bottom of my heart...

We made it Possible!



The morning breeze from the top of the hill,
seems to overwhelm the day's beauty,
whatever it takes,
whatever it needs,
the passion we share,
the bond will be there,
the love we have will bring us everywhere!

(dedicated to all friends out there.. Especially to those who have made our Kundasang trip POSSIBLE!)

Love to:
Sarah
Aizu
Naza
Shoba
Mogana
Yanti
Loo
Reshma
Joon Ming


(i am going to miss everyone so much!)



(I miss this girl so much.. I miss arguing with her, i miss her boyfriend too.. hahahahahhahahahahahhahahahha)



(yg ini lagi aku rindu.. lagi rindu daripada aku rindu pompuan di atas tuh..muahahahahah)

and one last picture...

(i miss my best friend ni so much.. Hope you are doing good there my dear Fieza..)

Going back to where I used to be...

Hmm.. Had fun during the short one week break with my beloved friends.. It was so wonderful and I really forgot all my mishaps and work and problems and whatever not back at school...


(Shoba and I.. My fighting Akka.. I just don't know why I always fight with her but I love her so much so that she is always my best akka --Suga, ang pon kakak yg baik jugak.. Jadi jgn jeles!)

Now, I am packing up my stuffs to go back to Banggi.. Hmm.. Moral obligations, so to speak (quoting Dzull here)

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(ni lah moral obligations nyer...)



(I want to go back just because of THESE KIDS.. JUST BECAUSE OF THEM!!)

All the best to all my fellow friends who are going for the SPP interview.. Have a mind blasting interview. If the interviewer is silent, you ask question!

Take care and till I update again, that's when I have the chance to update!

P/S- en fadhlah, org sayang kat awak juga.. muahahahahaa..