Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Muharram 1430 H has just started. Endless text messages beeped on our mobile phones. Same with me. Thank you, people. Sorry if I did not reply your text messages. I may have forgotten but the thought counts a lot.
New Year 2009 starts tomorrow. As usual, we will have a list of new year resolution. DO we really follow the list or we just merely do that in order to follow the current of what others are doing?
Only we have the answer for that.
I will be back in Sabah very soon. Mixed feelings again, but this time, I will go back with more confidence (ye la, gaji dah ade kan..heheheh).
To all out there, i would love to seek apology for all the hurts I have caused in you, for all the spiteful words I have said and for the unintentional or intentional acts I have done to you. I am very sorry for that.
Happy New Year 1430 Hijriah and Happy New Year 2009. May Allah bless the new year ahead of us and may this year be a better one than the previous years.
Monday, December 15, 2008
sangatlah sedih sebab laptop masih dirawat di hospital laptop.. so, no mood to use the PC.. (eleh, habis madu, sepah dibuang.. dulu ada PC je, pastu dah ada laptop, ngada2 taknak guna.. tak syukur lah tu)..
bukan mcm tu bah.. PC yg dah sangat usang ni makin susah untuk digunakan.. takes hours to tyoe and suddenly, before publishing an entry, it goes blank! daripada I sumpah serana PC ni, baik I guna untuk kerja ringan2 seperti download lagu (ahaks.. kerja ringan weh...hahaha)
anyway, going back to the title.. iduladha has just said bye bye to us.. but what more important than the meat and mutton is the Niat (intentions). why do we bother to sacrifice some goats and cows when we don't even bother to clean our hearts?
the material does not mean much to Allah, what is counted would be the sincerity in the qurban. although it has been ages since the first qurban started by Ibrahim a.s., the essence of it is the one we should highlight.
i went for one of the jumaat prayers in Gelugor, and nearly laughed my heart out during the sermon (opss.. i didn't, because during the sermon we have to be quiet). Dr Danial mentioned that there are places where the mosque people would distribute some coupons per family so that that could be used to "redeem" the meat that are to be given after qurban. what happens today is that there are some human beings who photocopy the coupons just for the sake of the free meat!
sama-sama kita fikirkan ye..
(jgn jadi mcm artis.. semua benda"no komen".. we have to think and realize what is going on in our community and even in our religion)
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Aku demam dan selsema sudah! tambah plak nak jadi emcee untuk majlis penutup esok.. heheh.. will give my best shot.. Hos emcee esok, aku dan pipah(ratu lawak TEYL).. mcm manalah kami terpilih, wallahu a'lam..
Kawan2... (ramai2 jawab "ye"..)
sabtu ni kami ada exam..
(ramai2 tanye "oh ye ke?")
ye.. tolong doakan yer..
(ramai2 ckap "ok, insyallah")
Monday, December 1, 2008
I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mum
So I had a sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.
I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right,
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mum
Something I expected least.
Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mum, his voice seems far away.
My own blood's all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
This girl is going to die.
I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.
So why do people do it, Mum
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives.
Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter, Mum
I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And I'm so unprepared.
I wish that you could hold me Mum,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, 'I love you, Mum!'
So I love you and good-bye.
(taken it from an email that I received from Sharifah Al Bukhary,
Thank you sis)
I have been busy with lost of stuffs..
Got a new cam la! Adoi.. Will upload pics when I get my lappy back on my lap.
For the time being, it is being treated at the Centre because boat trips at banggi and kudat have spoilt the DVD ROM.. sangat kesian.. takpelah ujian Allah tak pernah henti atas hambaNya.
Thanks to syapiQ kerana sudi meminjamkan PC yang ala-ala gedebab kepada aku... nanti aku akan upload gambar PC gedebab syapiQ.. wahahahah..
BEING UNDER SATAN's YOLK?? sama-sama kita fikirkan bah...